The Simple Life
By Stephanie Sorensen
The Simple Life⦠which was anything but. Back to the earth. Homesteading. The 1980s were the hardest years of my life. We romanticized it. No TV coming in to brainwash our children. Grow your own food. Sit by the fireplace and read stories every night by the light from candles you made with the kids. Squeaky water pump, and chickens. No electricity, no running water. But, hey, most of the Third World lives this way already, right?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Wrong! We decided that before we took the plunge, maybe we should practice for a while in our apartment in St. Paul before we took on something we couldnāt manage. So we packed up the radio cord and bought batteries instead, stocked up on kerosene lamps, candles, and matches, and got a big cooler chest. We took all the bulbs out of all the lamps, turned the heat off and turned on the keroĀsene space heater. We didnāt tell the landlord, either. We just took the cooler chest outside every night to keep the milk and cheese cold. If it was below 45 degrees F, we were in luck. Above that, I was just growing various cultures out there. Colder than that, and the contents would freeze, which was okay, too.
Ā Ā Ā Ā We had no choice but to keep the propane stove and the telephone on. The property we had our hearts set on in Colfax, Wisconsin had both. We eased into our first couple of weeks holding our breaths. I bought a tall laundry rack and washed clothes in the bathtub and hung them to dry. I found an antique iron, the kind you set on a wood stove to heat while you cook and touched up Davidās work shirts with that. So far so good.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Then we thought we were ready for the final, decisive step. With our four kids gathered around our feet, we pulled the plug on the refrigerator. I held my breath. I donāt know what I thought might happen, but the sky didnāt fall. We had crossed the line! We were now bona fide pioneers! We even read Little House on the Prairie to the kids by candlelight every night.
Ā Ā Ā Ā My birthday fell on about our third week of the experiment. David gave me a copy of The New Complete Book of Self-Sufficiency: The Classic Guide for Realists and Dreamersāall 8 pounds of it. I read the thing cover-to-cover in a week. Then I decided it might be time for the next step: learn how to butcher a chicken. Early one morning (so the neighbors wouldnāt see anything), on the back steps of our apartment building, with Chicken Little tightly tucked under one arm and Self-Sufficiency in the other, opened to the step-by-step how-to guide, I was ready. David was apprehensive and refused to come out and help me. He excused himself, saying we shouldnāt leave the kids alone in the house in case they woke up. But he did peek out from behind the curtain to watch.
Ā Ā Ā Ā I leaned toward the instructions in the book to see better in the semi-dawn light, and at the same time, Chicken Little craned her neck to see what I was looking at. David wished he had a camera at that momentāit was in the mid-1980s before cell phones came out.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Okay, I told myself. If I want to eat it, I should be willing to kill it, too. I had everything ready according to the book: A pile of newspapers, a kettle of boiling water, a clay pipe about 8 inches in diameter standing upright on the paper, and my chicken, compliments of one of our Hmong friends. Well, it wasnāt as bad as I had imagined. Quite tidy, actually. The most Kosher, or painless way to kill a chicken is by wringing its neck with one swift crack. Then you step on the head, holding back the neck, with a firm grip on the body, and pull ⦠and the head is off. You immediately fold the wings in and pop it, neck down, into the clay pipe. That ensures you donāt have a chicken runĀning around without a head, splattering blood all over the place. After 10 minutes, you take out the chicken that has been bled, put the clay pipe aside, and put the bird into the boiling water for 3 or 4 minutes, or until a wing pin feather comes out easily when plucked. You set the hot bird on the newspaper and pluck it. Then you gut it, much like a fish, and bring it inside. We didnāt have a refrigerator you remember, so we would have to cook or can it immediately. We tested our well water when we moved out to the log cabin. The well was 150 feet deep, and the water was a constant 42 degrees, which meant we could pump water up and submerge a bagged chicken in a bucket for a while to cool it or leave a jar of milk in a pail overnight and it would still be cool in the morning. In the winter all we needed was an ice chest that was raccoon-and bear-proof. We learned that a large rock on the lid of the cooler doesnāt work. We had our share of raccoons and bears that first year, as well as a coyote, a bobcat, and bull snakes.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Our chicken and dumplings that night for supper was quite a revelation. It didnāt taste like any chicken we had ever bought from a store. It was amazing. Who would have thought? During the following year, while we were snug in our log cabin, we also got a little pig to fatten up. His name was Bacon. When fall came that year I learned how to pickle ham in brine, smoke bacon, render my own lard, and make head cheese.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Our first winter was upon us. Imagine rows of chunky eye hooks screwed into the log walls of the cabin about a foot below the ceiling (the ceiling was only 6 feet high) and about 10 inches apart to string up clotheslines in the winter. I still had two in diapers and an infant on the way.
Ā Ā Ā Ā First, I piled dirty laundry, one basketful at a time, into hot, sudsy water in a washing tub by the wood stove in the basement. Then I beat the wash with a dasherāyou can order them from the Amish non-electric catalog called Gohn Brothers. Up and down, just like a butter churn, except I had the clothes in a galvanized tub instead of a wooden butter churn. When I couldnāt agitate it any longer, Iād run the wash through the rollers, also hand-cranked, until all the soapy water was squeezed out. A tub of clean water caught the clothes as they dropped off the rollers. Then you swish the clothes or diapers in the rinse water, dump your soapy water, rinse and fill the soapy tub with fresh cold water, and crank your laundry through the runners again into the second rinse. Dash it a while and then run it all through the rollers for a final āspinā cycle. Bring your clean wash upstairs. In the spring and summer, I could hang it all on lines, run between the scrub oak trees in our woods to dry, and then pick off the wood ticks before I brought it all back inside. Diapers were easy: they were white, and ticks were black or dark brown. The jeans were harder.
Ā Ā Ā Ā But in winter, the clothes had to dry inside, thus the rows of lines throughout the house. This wasnāt a tiny log cabin; it was a three-story log palace. But the diapers and heavy things like jeans could take up to 2 days to dry, to the delight of our kids, who would play hide and go seek among the vertical walls of sheets, diapers, and everything else.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Winter was the hardest. Now I know what true cabin fever is. At one point, for an entire week, it was minus 70 degrees Fahrenheit with the wind chill and all. I couldnāt let the kids tromp out to the outhouse in that. I found a couple of chamber pots, complete with lids at an antique barn sale that week. As soon as one was even half full, Iād take it out to the loo and dump it, wash it with a Lysol solution Iād mixed and a toilet brush, and weād be ready to go. Literally.
Ā Ā Ā Ā But the worst part was visiting Grandma over the river and through the woods in St. Paul that winter. The heavy rains that Autumn had washed out our driveway the last quarter mile up to the top of our mountain and the house. The gullies and ruts would have torn our car to bits. So we got a long toboggan and piled the kids into that. They were so togged up in their snowsuits and scarves that they couldnāt have walked even if theyād wanted to. David and I would pull it down the hill to the car parked at the bottom of the rural route. When we got back home later that night, we would go back up the mountain while pulling the sleepy kids in the sled. Then weād undress them one by one and put them to bed in the bedroom loft, stoke up the wood furnace again, and crawl into bed ourselves.
Ā Ā Ā Ā I found a treadle (non-electric) sewing machine at a flea market and after cleaning and oiling it, figured out which parts I would need to get it into working order. Again, Gohn Brothers from Indiana came to the rescue. They don't use computers, so you will have to call them or write. 105 So. Main St., Middlebury, Indiana, 46540, or call 574-825-2400.Ā I got a new leather wheel belt, a new bobbin winder washer, and an assortment of bobbins. I ordered a bolt of Bird's Eye diaper material from them, too, and voilĆ ! We also found Lehman's Non-Electric Catalog very handy in those years.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Before Christmas one year I discovered that peanut brittle can be made in a jiffy on a wood stove. Mine heated up to hard crack in a matter of minutes. We made batch after batch and gave peanut brittle to all our friends that year. I could also make perfect yogurt by placing jars of milk with the starter in the warming oven above the wood stove just before going to bed as the last coals simmered down for the night. Baked beans were a constant presence in a crock on the back of the stove, bubbling away for days at a time. All I had to do was add more water and molasses every few days. The sourdough starter was also very happy and productive on the warming shelf above the hot plates.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā September 27th, 4:00 a.m.
I just couldn't sleep. I wasn't sure why, at least until contractions started at 4 a.m. I paced around for about 10 minutes and then called David who joined me downstairs by the wood stove. I knew from past experience that things were revving up fast, so I had him call our midwife, Roberta, and our friend Nancy. Nancy only had to come over the hill to our cabin from hers, but Roberta had a 15-minute drive. We had not fixed the driveway yet that September, so visitors still parked on the road below and hiked the last 1/4 mile up our mountain to the house.
Ā Ā Ā Ā 4:15 a.m. Nancy got there in 10 minutes and put on the tea kettle while David stoked up the stoves. In five more minutes, I was huffing and puffing, keeping as quiet as I could so as not to wake the hordes upstairs in the loft.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā 4:30 a.m. I rummaged through my birth box and laid out towels, sheets, and an assortment of other things we'd need before going back to breathing and pacing.
Ā Ā Ā Ā 4:35 a.m. I started squatting while holding onto the wood stove. David knew instinctively by now that squatting meant we'd see a baby real soon.
Ā Ā Ā Ā At 4:40 a.m., Hannah was born. Nancy didn't even realize I was pushing. I kept that quiet too. When the cord stopped pulsing I had David find the cord clamps and cut the cord. Then he lifted Hannah up and held her close to his chest. She didn't make a sound either. She just kept looking up at him, blinkĀing. He had not gotten the stoves going yet, and it was still chilly, so we watched as steam rose from her fat hot little body into the air, much like a turkey right out of the oven.
Ā Ā Ā Ā 5:15 a.m. Roberta came into the kitchen grinning, not at all surprised that Hannah was there. She asked where the placenta was. We had forgotten all about it. She grabbed the bowl we had ready and had me stand up. It slid out in one perfect piece. The children started tip-toeing down from the loft, all wide-eyed, wondering who we had visiting us so early. They all were instantly in love with our baby and never got enough time to hold her.
Ā Ā Ā Ā A day later I called the county offices and asked them to mail me a birth certificate.
Ā Ā Ā Ā The lady chuckled and said, "Oh, dear, the hospital takes care of all of that."
Ā Ā Ā Ā I explained that she'd been born at home. The lady was speechless. I said, "Let me give you our address so you can send it." About 3 hours later that same day two child protection social workers came trudging up the driveway, eyes wide as saucers, mouths gawking as they took in the three-story log cabin.
Ā Ā Ā Ā They tapped on the door, not sure what they would find inside. I was happily nursing my 11-pound newborn on the couch in the living room while my friend Georgianna was busy preparing supper on the wood stove. The house was quite tidy, and the kids all actually had clothes on. (Occasionally, they would disrobe as the spirit moved them and wander out to the raspberry patch to graze there for a while.)Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā The ladies kept looking at each other and sort of stuttering. They were quite stunned. They commented then that Hannah looked so well, and I did too. ObviĀously this was not what they had expected. Georgianna served them tea and cookies and then they left, but not before leaving a birth certificate on the dining room table.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Now the children are grown and scattered to the four winds, though the winds still bring them back to us throughout the year. I am proud of them all.
Note from the author:
From the author: What my books are and are not about:
My books are about the courageous men and women from across the planet who have fled war, torture, famine and genocide. They come here with hope. They dare to hope that they can once more live in peace. They dare to fall in love again, dare to have babies again and provide a better life for their families. They come from every country and background imaginable; from Africa, Asia ā Laos, Vietnam, China, Thailand, the South Pacific, Mongolia, Burma, Europe and South America. Against all odds they have landed here, bringing absolutely nothing with them... but hope.
My books are not about my life. They are about these amazing survivors starting over, from scratch. They invite me to witness some of their most intimate moments, like the birth of their babies. My job is to help them navigate the impossibly complex world of the American medical system. With each one I try to create a safe environment for them, so that they can access their own power and wisdom from within in order to birth this particular child.
I get to be part of their lives and rejoice with them. I often get to visit their homes, eat their food and kiss their beautiful babies. Sometimes I also cry with them. The last time was when I accompanied a woman from Ghana into the operating room for a Cesarean section. Her twin babies were showing signs of distress. They needed to be born NOW. Two plump beautiful brown baby girls who both carry an extremely rare genetic syndrome--the incidence is only 1 in every 15,000 birthsāand they both have it. They will be physically challenged for the rest of their lives, but their brave parents love them dearly.